I could barely sleep last…
I’m going to have a lot of serious explaining to do to someone tonight. I feel bad for keeping this all in and only letting a little out at all the wrong times. It just sucks when the person you want attention from the most is emotionally unavailable. Between work and my personal life I’m pretty impressed with how well I’m able to keep everything together. If I don’t make a serious effort to get out what needs to be said and make a better effort to change my work environment I’m going off the deep end.